I have a friend that told me today, that she thinks I lack accountability. For a word that doesn’t appear in the bible, it sure is a big deal in the organizations we call church and the people that frequent them. To me it feels like another wall and I am trying to tear down walls in my life… not build more. I am someone who has a lot of questions… and to me accountability has existed to put a leash on the questions. I long for the freedom to go down the rabbit trails of life… and is hoping I have earned some trust in life to do so. I just don’t know how to respond to her request for me to find some accountability.