I am reading my way through all of your books, listen to the podcast regularly and a Patreon member. You have helped me tremendously with my struggling faith!! On to my question…coming out of an evangelical church background something I was taught frequently was the idea that God creates each one of specifically, flaws and all. They pull verses from Psalm 139 and Jeremiah to say that God created me Himself as I am, ‘knitting me together in my mother’s womb’. For me that falls into that whole thing where I’ve been taught that the Bible says X but I just don’t see it. Having some physical limitations, I struggled with the idea of whether God deliberately created me with those issues. I would love to hear your thoughts. And the second part of my question being that I have some purpose that I must discover and I will never feel fulfilled until I find this purpose. Some even going so far as to say that it’s necessary for me to find that purpose to fulfill God’s plan. For me personally it felt more like the church recruiting volunteers, but the idea of having a purpose and that you must find it, always tormented me because I never really found that grand purpose in respect to God, or the church.